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the first post of this thread...
dedicated to jung min, who has caused my heart to cry so achingly today,
and also dedicated to our mi-xiu sister...
i really didn't understand anything (from the fan meeting)
what the boys said and all that, i only heard from her on the way back.
the truth is... i really didn't know anything...
anyway~ hyung jun said they'd be making a comeback with their second (full) album.
mal was crying so hard, said he himself has many things and issues that are making him so tired.
kyu jong, too, cried, and appeared to have said something to the other members.
young saeng was his usual cool self, with reddened eyes.
hyun joong wiped away his tears at the beginning part of the (fans') VCR
and he said, '죄송합니다' (really sorry)
the boys all said sorry to everyone,
and also said I Love You's to everyone.
they'd played a video clip today.
perhaps you guys didn't know before, but i'm only a fan of seven months, starting from LLT.
and all this time, i've always felt that i've missed out so much about them over the past five years.
today, there was an edited footage and the members said much in the beginning.
as you all know, although i was there at the frontline,
i don't understand korean, so there's much that i didn't understand.
but the main gist of it was that the boys really really really feel sorry about the 5.01 album.
hyun joong didn't say much, but when he'd said the last 'sorry',
our leader, he wiped away tears~
and i cried for the first time, today.
as for what they'd sung, and also the interaction with the fans,
i shan't be writing much about those.
mal was crying the most today.
jyu jong was the first one to start crying,
and during that time, mal kept his back to us,
but we could see him wiping away tears.
fans kept shouting out to him not to cry,
but but but~ there seems to be much troubling mal today.
wuri mal... he's probably actually really all worn out...
hyung jun too was crying sadly.
when he was talking about kyu jong, even his tone changed~
he seemed to be saying.... if without you, then we're not SS501 no more~
the chief and young saeng were perpetually cool and unperturbed.
when mal was crying, hyung jun went over to hug him~
just like comforting a child, he was comforting mal~
anyway, i feel really sorry i wasn't able to walk with you guys the past five years.
regarding those feelings of waiting and anticipating, i'd only experienced once.
i've often wondered, what sort of willpower and strength could have made the TS persevere and press on,
could have have TS wait (for the boys) with such doggedness.
today, when i was watching (the clip of) leader when they'd won the Rookie Award, i had cried;
and watching mal cry, i'd cried;
and watching how hyung jun was sobbing so much, i'd cried.
you guys said, you'd make comeback with a second album,
and that you'd be together always,
then... if this is the case, then i'm willing to continue with the waiting,
to put up with the feelings of waiting, of anticipating.
have always thought i ain't the type to hold such fanatical thoughts
but just this once, just for one time,
i wanna be that teeny weeny bit fanatical and wild~